my mind.... is going through the point where im too disturbingly, twistedly, ragingly pissed off that i cant think anymore. i cant think. i cant function properly. i cant focus on anything.... nothing at all. not even this. my mind is just racing to only crash to the giant brick wall, repeatedly. why am i feeling such feelings... where is this comeing from??!! I WANT TO FUCKEN KNOW!! I WANT TO KNOW WHAT THE FUCK IS PISSING ME OFF SO BADLY!!! what is going on in my head.... i am baffled and i am in rage. i am ticking to explode not unless i am already...

i cut myself today... why didnt hurt..? it didnt hurt!! if i could remember... its suppose to hurt!! but y didnt it. maybe i should've cut it deeper...

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