Sunday, August 27, 2006

glass wall

i stared at her through a glass wall, with all emotions and thoughts running through my head to what to do or why, she noticed me and stared back as though we were talking without actually speaking. i felt as though i wanted to reach out to her but we were divided, she is who i want, do i break through the glass wall? i sit there and said to myself, "it doesnt look that thick, i can might break it, or totally embrasses myself when i hit it and it doesnt break".. i sat there watching her , observing her, she did not hesitate to show me how she was feeling, her body posture and language was so strong i can feel her seducing my whole attention just to her, as that is true and happening i felt myself blocking all my obstacles around me, it was just me and her, she gave a slight smile and we finally engaged our eyes and i felt like i knew her, i knew her from somewhere else before. i closed my eyes to think, when i opened, she was gone.
my mind was stuck in a melee as i continuely stared at the now empty seat, where did she go? is she comeing back? and who is she.
as i calmed down i realised that i do know her, she was the girl that broke my heart many times before.

does this show that i constantly fall for the obsessed figure of who i once loved?


-[Pd]-