Love and sex.

Love and or Lust....

hm....

if a relationship involves sex.. would the sex distract the pure bondage of the relationship?
can sex turn into the reason or excuse of the relationship?
or a routine? like a must do when ones meet?...

is a relationship, nowadays, handle without sex?

whats a relationship like without sex...

whats sex without a relationship...

is it bad to use sex as an distraction?

whats a good distraction from sex..

is "timing" something you have to consider?

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wow, that was weird hey...

been working heaps... non-stop really.... and im really tired...

i was playing around with my handycam today... and thinking.. maybe i should do Vblogs... like on youtube or something... i do like writing blogs.. it gives me times to think and i can have as long as i want... but i might give Vblogging a try... see how it goes..

i'm watching tv.... and damn freaking sexy ads are distracting me...


um,

my emotions and feelings... i feel like i soft drink can and my emotions and feelings are the drink.... and people are like little naughty kids that shakes the cans... and i feel like exploding... i say cans because its easier to explode than a bottle... i feel abit fragile to be honest...
i need strong comfort arms wrapped around me and tell me things will be ok... even though i know its a lie... it would be nice if it would happen...

can you see yourself in someone else's eyes?
can you tell or have a general feeling of what the other person is thinking about you when they look at you?

i've been trying to meet new people... to try to get over someone.. or at least be distracted anyways... and i've been doing all the right things... having the right reactions and responses and such.... but i dont feel like im enjoying myself.. it feel a little forcing or forcive to me... am i really caught up on this person i'm trying so hard not to be? hm...

its a long weeknd... not feeling festive though...

anyways... going to sleep now...

cheers.

-[Pd]-