BORING PIE??!!! WHAT??!!
ahhah yea, i just thought it was funny so i took a picture to share it with you all.
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hi, how are you?....
i have been out of control... (maybe i was never under control...?)
girl here, girl there..... and over there... and over there as well.
EVERYWHERE....
is my horniness going out of control?...
Nicky is going to get something that tags with my fantasy.....
I'm finding her more and more hot every time she does something....
i hope i don't overheat and die..... when i see here.. hear about her... and or think about her.... garrr...
does this mean i have to stay away from her?... but i don't wanna.
i think I'd be in huge trouble if i was a guy..... in so many ways...
I'm glad that i am a girl.... playing in the girl's field. (if yah know what i mean -wink-)
- my guy friend asked me.... how i keep getting girls so easily....
where i got my confidence from...
where do i find girls..
and how do i know what to do....
well.
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i don't know.
i don't know, you just have to go for it and hope she pushes it right back...
um.. anywhere, everywhere... you just cant limit your space(not unless there's specific boundaries)
know what to do?... most of the time.. they would let me know...else, it comes naturally... don't you just touch them? ;p
no actually you have to work the mind before u can touch her.
don't be sleazy. be polite and sharp.
i feel cold... i need some heat... body heat preferably!! ~_^.v
a bowl of soup and some toast would be lovely right about now.
gosh i need to stop out bursting like that.... i struggle to comfort, comfort seeking friends!!.. i am so sorry .... i don't mean to out burst - i just can't help it.
maybe that's just who i am...
maybe this is just who i am... a dirty dirty little girl.
gar.
go on... tempt to wash me clean... i dare you to try to wash me clean... soap me, bleach me..
i dare you to fix me.
i dare you.
but i know you can't fix me, it only takes one person to inspire someone,
but it takes more than that to actually change.
what makes you is your surroundings...
if there is no surrounding, you don't exist.
you may not like the way i put things... but i feel like it is the most straight forth way to see things. if you use to will or decide to suddenly change.. you can't do it.. but if you change your surrounding, face it... you NEED to change...
because you have to fit in.
...life is about fitting in.
when you don't feel like you fit in... you are not happy....
so you need to find the right surrounding for you.
you do this without notice, you search and seek.... tried and failed... you even trust/depend on others (partners/friends/family) to introduce you into a place - to a new place - deeper to a curious place - and etc, but once you find it- peace will be with you.
and just to prove this... think of school... groups of kids... have you once tried to fit into a group of people? i remember my grade in high school ( i like to use my high school years is because of how i saw it change people, how it prepared someone for life - for the world.) had about 6 different groups of girls... and about 4 groups of boys.....
so, why did it have so many different groups?.... i tried to fit in ... but i didn't and i didn't mind... people were so judgmental during high school.... and i saw it... being the gay girl of the school.... threw me off tempting to fit in.... and by that... i think high school either made me really fucked up... or and real realist.
i really enjoy the world out of high school.... i found other odd people i get along with... i fit in with a heap of individuals.... of no particular type.
if you are nice to me... i am nice to you.
if you are honest to me, i am honest to you.
and if you try to mess with me... i will sure fuck you up!!.
yea.. im only joking... i'm a huge wuss.....
i just .... have a huge anger problem...... huge mood swings..... easily amused... and easily distracted. i could be laughing at you when you are trying to kill me... coz it might be funny.
if you had a random dot on you, while trying to kill me.. i'll still laugh at it.
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yes....
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