for the pass couple of days, week....... has been an awful tough ride for me...
i would have.... breakouts (anger, depression/emo, laughter? cry... etc etc) almost every moment of the day, and it is very very hard to control... and it doesn't help when the people around you either triggers it or encourage/pushes it... it doesn't help at all.
maybe i want something...because i don't feel satisfied, whatever i do- i don't feel satisfied.