just got off the phone with cooper..
I'm glad she called...
honestly, its been a while since anyone called to see how i am...
especially in my time of freak outs...
she came to see me a lot , she calls me, messages me... a lot more than usual when she knows I'm in a freak out...
I'm sorry, I'm not trying to imply anything.. or put anyone down... I'm just saying that.. I'm glad someone is there... to let me know that some one is there, is important.
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(stupid late night tv ads... that song is back in my head.. or never left.." I'm your private act, hot and horny, your private act, watch up on me..." stupid horniness.... taking away my emotional sweet moment!!)
I'm watching "the beauty and the geek" by the way.... i think its a good show to watch... on spare time.
i also discovered i like to watch.... " a double shot at love" with the ikki twins...
fuck, they are hot twins...
hot bi-sexual twins....
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ok... I've beeeeeen eyed about the mum thing still... guys.. get over it.. please...
if i have a thing for your mum... I'd probably tell you about it... or someone will eventually tell you...
although, there is one mum i cant deny..... only met her once... briefly.... but damn.. she is pretty... and cute... my friend and her mum... could be sisters in an instant.
yea.. building your paranoia all the way up... but relax couz.
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i want to go watch the Sydney swans play this weekend... but missed out on tickets.. i wonder if they would have any if I'd go down there....
or i guess tv would be ok... wouldn't be as fun though...
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damnit... stupid tv... though i can't look away...
i haven't ... you know.... in a while....
um, i did have a problem before... and i just went cold turkey to prove that i either don't have a problem or i can stop/control it..... i guess it works... because it has been a long while...
and no.. I'm not counting... (ok.. i am... hm..)
but come on, i miss it... i do... its just something i cant say that i don't honestly miss...
I'm going to say it... i miss sex... that's right... i miss the feeling and the touch of the other...
the passion, the intimacy ... you know how it goes.... or maybe not... everyone experience it in different ways...
i remember the good days.. gosh... i love the girls...
OH!!!... i bumped into an ex of mine... we "dated" in primary school... (yea.. i know.. young hey... in fact.. she was in my brother's grade.. so that is two years up.... we separated because high school happened... she went to another high school, so never saw her again.. basically) and OH MY GOOOOOOODNESS... she turned out to be super hot.... i mean she was pretty alright then.. but i was more into feelings back then.... but spank me twice and call me SAM!!! she is fucking hot now... gosh.. i wish i turned out hot... I'm pretty much the same!!... *sigh*
yea i know i know.. never too late to change how i look... but i like how i look... and i don't need to try so hard to keep the look... a strong hold is what it is...
oh, and... others don't seem to mind either... if you know what i mean.
...WHHHOOOOPPPPAAAHHH...
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i think i feel better today... content today.. letting myself get hyped....
muck around, be childish today...
sang a few songs...
the songs " you & me" and " whatever it takes" by Lifehouse... is in my heart...
i love Lifehouse's love songs... awesome.
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i joined twitter today..... i don't know why..... but i just want to try it out... and who knows... it might make me develop some sort of stalker personality.. along with myspace and facebook.... and other networking sites....
my user name is 'Toripeanut' ... if you want to take a look...
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the song "Love story" by Taylor swift..... makes me think of barbie dolls and ponies.... which is odd..... but its a cute song, i could see it being played during a contemporary love movie...
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Lilly Allen..... i love her work...
have you heard her laugh?!!... its so fucking adorable!! ahhah makes you laugh with her without knowing why she is laugh.... well it doesn't matter!! her laugh is adorable...
youtube it or something....
oh i know.. the interview she did with rove...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IsH2VAwMCZA
she's funny.. and her laugh is adorable.... can't miss it.
I'd love to have a go with a girl like her...
or her actually... i just hope she doesn't write a song about me after it ey.
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do you wear a jumper/jacket without a top underneath?
ever?
... thoughts on that..
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anyways... should stop now...
-[Pd]-
