I saw a friend on drugs have a panic attack and totally freak out today.. and i realise how scary it is when u think everyone is after you to get you. Or you think everything is falling into you. and all that make you think of all the things that had happned in your life. i was so scared when she freaked out... i didnt know what to do or what would happen next.. its just like who knows whatever happens , happens. and u really need to be perpared for that. i mean.. its like.. the sky could fall on you at anytime. anything could happen. and truth be told.. i dont think even god knows what will happen. I am sorry to the faithful believers of god, but can you really depend on him when the world does come crashing down on your door step?. i have seen many stuffed up things.. death... craziness ( overall) drug addictions... everything.. and recently alot had happen as well. here. just recently.. a couple of days ago.. i was in a car crash with another person ( in the same car) and she was badly injured and had to go to the hospital and she still isnt out of there.. and here i am sitting here thinking how lucky i was to be out of it without even one slight sight of a scratch. and now... my friend is having a break out on drugs. this world is crazy. and it is us.. the people that made it so. There is alot to think about life and the world. And what we make it and how we build it and alot of scary things happen and heaps of decisions waits for making. i cant say pick the right path... because there is no right path... it is seriously what we make our life to be is to be. not by chossing paths. no such thing as rights and wrong , its what comes along.
Peace. Stay Focus
PeanutDevil. aka Nhi Tran
