um.. i just told a girl i liked her... and this has never happened before but i feel really really weird and awkward. she is a really good.. well great friend.. but am i putting it all on THE line??..i didnt know what i was doing neither i know what i am doing now. she says she ok with it.. but is she? i dont really know.. and seeming now that im not.. Do u readers remeber i mentioned alot about a girl name Duyen? i mean i still have feelings for her... and i still wanna be with her.. i think im just confussed that i think this girl i think i like now... i dont really know.
What is going on..... WAIT am i overreacting? i think i am. maybe i do like this girl... and trying not to coz maybe i still wanna like Duyen. maybe thats it. or maybe i am just confussed and jumped. there is so many possiblities to fall on to. this could be a new start for all my thinking. But.. Do i really know what im doing? i think not!!!!!
THE bottom line drawn is that i am really confussed and i really dont know what to do or do next.
The past? or the now.
PeanutDevil.
