Life is a funny thing.. at least i think mine is. well Funny or just really pathetic!!! whatever i want always seem to slide through my fingers. and things i need are just slightly griped. and what is not needed.. sticks around.
I think i am pathetic. i always want forbidden things. "Thats Life" im told. partly yes. but no. I CANT EVEN THINK!!!!. my head is not straight thinking, everything that has been going on its driving me up the walls.
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i Want to be straight forward here. I want two Girls. too selffish... i want one... or the other.one left my life.. the other.. im not really sure .. if shes in or out off my life. i think u guys know who im talking about, yea... Duyen and sara. Duyen i Love.. and sara i really like, both like other people. leave me hanging here by a thin string, all i want is not to be lonely... but i always am. no one likes me. i am a failer and a loner. =(.............
i repeat
I AM A FAILER, LOSER, LONER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
