for the last couple of days.. my level of tolerance is pretty low. so many things are pissing me off. i cant do anything anymore.. things that i want to do.. is restricted to me.. and things i dont want to do.. i have to do. and talking to a friend tonight made me realise this..
i feel like, i cant be myself, i always feel like i need to please others..
i dont mean to bad mouth or offend or whatever people but..
i need to have someone i can open up too, well, to be around, i guess.
anyways.. i dont want to talk about that anymore....
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i just got a reply email from Nicky.. i havent heard from her for a while... lol... missed her.. so emailed her...and she said... he just came back from a holiday yesterday.. and lost her phone.. bummer..
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and seriously... Hana... who are you? and what do you want?
-[Pd]-
