i've been crying since 2 nights ago.. i cant pin point why im crying.. theres so many possibility.. most of the time they are just tears off anger. i guess the reason i've been crying is because i cant really say what i want to say or can be able to do anything major when something happens... like i cant hit anything or scream or anything? i need alot of time to myself, to just sit there and pause for a moment..

Thao asked me to marry her. she proposed to me. i dont know what to do....................................................................................................................



sadly but i lied to a really good friend today, and i feel really bad. i have cut myself last night and i lied to her that the cat scratched me. I'm Sorry.







we are slaves of what we want.






-[Pd]-