um.. i am proud to say i am off my anti-depression medications ( been on it for 1 and a half years).. but then again i wish i could continue taking it.. because not taking them makes me very um... negative... sad... frustrated.. kinda way... maybe suicidal...
they told me i might be addicted to my medication and have taken more than i should, but they did say i should take it whenever i have the need to calm myself down, and i did just that.
its going to be Thao's birthday soon and i hope we work things out before it, because i would really like to celebrate her 18th birthday with her. i also want to give her something nice, but i dont know what, because it seems like she has everything already and its not good to give her something she already has.....(DUH!!).... this is hard.
omg.. school tomorrow..... dont want to go to school anymore... oh but i met a new friend lol.. she is in year 11 but she is older than me lol... also have a new/different teacher for I.T and now i NEED to pay attention in class -_-" but we do learn more with her than with our proper teacher, i can say she has more experience, as she said she is a project manager and has organised and done all these big things all around the world and well she is fun? lol.. she freaks me out just a little bit though.. by knowing things about me? that just creaps me out. and her last name is so cool. Kilburn (Kill - burn). lol.. how cool..
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i can feel my veins pumping or is it blood pumping lol.. either way.. i feel it.. it feels funny but sometimes it hurts. maybe this has something to do with my addictions..
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my brother bought a new guitar a couple of weeks ago.. and i hated the idea because he sold my guitar to buy this one.. but now that i played with it and had a better look.. its kinda sexy... its a black Fender acoustic with metal wired strings.i reckon the body is abit big buts its sexy, plays pretty well too, but need to change the strings because they are cheapy ones and dont sound good.
well thats it for tonight..... i havent done my homework yet....
anywhos.....
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