(watching dexter and eating chocolate)

um, i like watching Dexter... alot of people said that Dexter and i relate... which interests me to watch it even more, to find out how.. and now i can see why they say i can relate to Dexter...

chocolate, getting in the way or being in between a chocolate craved girl and a block of pure chocolate is damn scary!!! but kinda funny... ahhhaha.... and somewhat sexy.... because of the intensity and aggression...

wellp i continued to work on my songs today and its sounding pretty good. Right after i sent "Tina" to the airport... im going to miss that girl... i really honestly felt the was something great going for us. but all is good... will keep in contact...

(gosh i cant finish this chocolate.... "fun size", fun my ass... )

i was chatting to one of my friends and she was telling me how much she is struggling with her life right now... and i just felt really bad for her, because i have always seen her as a strong person that holds herself very well, and to see someone that strong break down just spins me off track. i wish i could help her abit more then just listening, i just want to take her in a take care of her... and tell her things will brighten up.

OH!!!..... i ahhaha randomly research things nearly everyday... and todays subject is cannibalism, and i was reading info and such... and i came across a video clip that 6o minutes has done, they did an interview with a cannibal guy and they asked " what does it tastes like" and the guy response was " it doesnt taste like chicken, and it doesnt taste like pork, it tastes like horse meat." and im sitting here thinking... gee thanks for the description... am i generally suppose to know what fucking HORSE meat tastes like??!! like come on, at least combine general meat toegther to make a more general idea for normal people to understand.. or say more chewy? or tough? or soft?... and i also wondered if he ate a horse...

a very sweet and young high school friend of mine, pop out of the blue to say hi to me online... and she is very sweet, kinda just talked about old times when her and i use to walk to a from school together and would have just completely fun a random conversations and moments... very sweet for her to miss me. i should go and visit her at school, probably go this week.. since im free.

oh, i would like to mention a few bands thats awesomely working my world right now...

1. Shiny Toy Guns - the shinys, they are a indie, electro, rock. and they are awesome, work from every angle, and they have recently released a new album/single called Ricochet, the sound for that song is heavy but still on track with their style. so check that out ( and i really love Carah Faye... i heard shes absent from the band.. i feel very sad by that!!).

2. Uh huh her - is also indie, electro. the band has one of the actor in the L word (Leisha plays Alice) ... and yea.. funky stuff... check them out too...

3. MUSE - now... muse has always rocked my world... definatly check them out.

4. Tegan and Sara - aw my lovely girls.... quirkingly beautiful and creative and constantly always on my playlist.

5.Killola - is a new band that i just discovered today actually... and liking their sound so i just wanted to mention them.

6. Jason Mraz - loving his style too.. especially with "i'm yours" and "Lucky"... very beautiful and cute songs.

7. Goodnight Nurse - awesome new zealand band i saw with a friend of mine at a concert of The Getaway Plan, especially caught my attention with their cover of "milkshake" of kelis, and honor applauds to how they can control their crowd and make it so fun!!.

8. Kina Grannis - i discovered her on youtube, i mentioned her i think in my last post, or the one before that...

9. hm.. no 9... lol... ran out for now.....

but they all good.... music. support great music..... support your local bands... go out and go to local gigs.... always a fun way to spend your evenings.

dont believe in the sex sells with music... sex only helps sell shit music!!.

oh, the olympic just ended..... first time i actually watched it... and i quite enjoyed it.. especially the basketball... cheers to that.

i've been really missing Nicky heaps... and havent seen her for a while... so hopefully i get to see her soon... and also invited her to my cousin's wedding coming up in about a months time... and i hope she wont be busy and is sure to come... and i also havent been so active on contacts with people, i just feel like i dont want to be always the first to contact anymore, i think i just lost the effort, because there is no use if its just me that wants to keep a good bond... i need to be met half way or at least somewhere to half way.

ok, thats it for me now...

Cheers,

-[Pd]-