well hi there....

how was your day?

i had a pretty ok day today... actually it was pretty good... despite the weather.
i took some time off work today so i could stay home and just... stay home? ahhaha felt bored after half the day so i decided to at least try and finish all or some of the songs i have begun to write, and i managed to finish one...!! which is pretty great ahhaha.. i feel proud, almost.. well anyways...

i youtube-d today.... again... and found heaps of great singer-song writers, but one captured my full attention and funny enough, my heart too... her name is Kina Grannis, her songs and her voice is, just so amazing for me to find words for... so just watch her and you'll know how i feel...

um... remember i spoken about "Tina"... well shes moving to Adelaide tomorrow...
so i guess her and i have come to an end... because i doubt i can hold a distance relationship... i need contact... i sound needy, but its true, i do need contact if im going to be in a relationship with anyone, and dont tell me you dont agree or dont feel the same too... relationships need contact and communication, at least one way or another... and i need physical contact or have them close by... not like i dont trust them.... but for the insecurity of me, i need them close...
so, i dont know what that means for the future of my heart... probably meet someone soon... or i think i need to work out some issues i have with someone that i keep thinking about first... OR impulse?... hm, impulse is tempting me, feeling abit naughty now... hhahhaha....

i just ate some pizza, now feeling alil sick... for the people living around my area.. do you agree with me that Canley vale's pizza hut is becoming really bad? like the service and the food... its just really bad now... and the people that serves you are so freaking snobby i feel like slapping them!!!... but the thing is.. i recognise them .. like most of them are from my high school i use to go too.. and stuffs lol.. so im like... in my head " your lucky i know u from somewhere else i would hit u in the face!!" every time im in there... i sound slack and mean... but its true... very bad bad people...

i was working at the CAT last night... and this guy came up to me and would not stop talking... i never knew a straight guy can talk that much... i mean like... i didnt ask him if he was straight, but he looks very blokey.. rough and tough... pretty good looking too, kinda like how i like my men.. ahhahah, but then he kept talking and that threw me off, heck i didnt even get a chance to talk...
hm, i dont know why but i rather a girl that talks alot than a guy that talks alot... well i guess because of what thay say.. because when girls talk, they random talk heaps and have little cute thinking moments... like silly questions and that can be cute... and when guys talks heaps... it just seems like kinda lame? and also guy's randomness cant expand much as girls can... so you would be listening to the same thing for almost all the time... like the guy at CATs... (hey man.. note to you... find more things to talk about... or talk less and let the girl put a few words in... girls dont like to listen to too much of the same crap!!!) i wonder if he get laid... ahhaha ... or if he talks while getting laid... nah i shouldnt make fun of him... he seems like a nice guy...

damn its so cold... i think this year is like the coldest year i have ever experienced... either that or im not wearing enough warm clothes... ahhaha....
i feel like holding or hugging someone .... all snuggled up... sharing bodyheat... or even creating heat.. ahha if you know what i mean *winks*

anywho... enough randomness for this one...

stay warm people!!!...

-[Pd]-