laying in bed i could only think of things that annoy me, i tried to change the mind track but it just didn't want to feel happy today...
so it's about midday now and i'm finally out of bed, my back and neck is sore, my eyes are blurry and my head hurts.
but i had a great time last night, and the night before....
is the joy making me think about the fucked up? argh
ARGH, i dont know. i hate this feeling.