Friday, March 18, 2011

at about 6pm today...

got my shoes, jeans and my hoodie on...

keys, wallet and phone already in my pocket..

ready to go.

then i realised i had no where to go.
as i took off my shoes and my hoodie, taken out my wallet, keys and phone and put them on the table. i felt pathetic.
i felt this lonely bitterness inside that i can never seem to get rid off.

always, everyday... i feel it.

the struggle, with life, with health, with people.

i hate this life.

i fucking hate it.