got my shoes, jeans and my hoodie on...
keys, wallet and phone already in my pocket..
ready to go.
then i realised i had no where to go.
as i took off my shoes and my hoodie, taken out my wallet, keys and phone and put them on the table. i felt pathetic.
i felt this lonely bitterness inside that i can never seem to get rid off.
always, everyday... i feel it.
the struggle, with life, with health, with people.
i hate this life.
i fucking hate it.