i'm always losing friends.
i try..but the lack of communication is killing me.
and i don't know what to do...i really don't.
i dont know if she is mad , sad, angry, happy, or whatever of me but there has been nothing, and she has been giving me responses like how she gives to the people she doesn't want to be around and now i am freaking out.
i feel it, and i am freaking the fuck out. and i'm too chicken to push anything... so like how i do always,.. i sit here and freak the fuck out. while in hope she is going to give me a different response the next time. or better yet, call me.
i haven't been seeing her online either... did she block me? I DONT KNOW.
ARGH! FREAKING OUT!!
the rate i'm going i won't have a friend left by mid year.
