G'day kiddo



it's raining today.... and it is making me really sleepy... i must have had about 6 cups of strong coffees since i woke up today...and its about 3:30pm



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I'm still house hunting...



tough work...



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i met someone,

she is a lovely person, but she reminds me too much of cooper and Nicky combined?



(i left, back now and its about 10:55pm, sorry about that-not like it made a difference to you, i just needed to escape myself.)

she is a lovely person...
is it a bad thing that i find parts of people... in other people?
parts of someone i like... in someone else i am liking....

is it a comparison? am i trying to find another cooper? or Nicky?

am i trying to force the liking to someone so i can selfishly in a way have both of them?

hm.

what caught me about her is how bubbly she is, her smile, her inviting voice... a pretty face.
by saying that, i don't know her well...
i haven't found out much about her and her life yet, at least to the usual standard of first knowing someone... i like to learn as i go...
but by the way she is towards me, her tone, her body language, her eye contact... her attitude/personality- she is polite with class- yet fun?. its all comfortable and inviting.


maybe I'm thinking too much.

or maybe... the package is the "type" i go for.... that's why most of the time its all the same.. or partly the same.
cooper has pointed out to me that i do tend to pick a type i approach... i had no idea i do that.
but thinking about the history, i guess she's right...
i always thought i was free-fielding. but i guess not.

maybe i substitute lovers. *shrugs*
to who though, if this is to be true... then who started this obsession of a fancy...



hm...


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my tea has gone cold.

i don't mind.

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my shin pain went away.....

my right shoulder is still a bit weird...

and now my right eye is hurting... i think that's just because of my lack of sleep...

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for the last three days... i have been obsessing with the song "Fall at your feet" by Crowded House... especially the acoustic version.

it's a good song.. you should listen to it... if you haven't already know it...

i know it's an old song.... but i love it.

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anyways.. i should go to sleep so i can rest my eye...

goodnight/day

-[Pd]-