I'm feeling a high at the moment..

hello hello....

how have you been?..

i have been in so so SO much pain for the last two weeks... I'm glad its dying down... or controlled.. but pain killers and the occasional nitrous oxide...
i had something growing on/in my chin... and it grew and grew and got infected i guess... and so i had to go to the hospital to get it removed..
painful painful... was fully awake while it happened and could feel every cut, squeeze, pinch, picking, pulling that happened!!...
painful...
recovering now.... with help from pain killers and anti-biotic....

i think i have well be addicted to pain killers....


this dressing/bandage on my chin makes me look like a bad ass... which has its good side and bad side...
good side... = it gets quite abit of attention!!... good attention... from people.. thinking I've been in a fight or something and they find that hot or what not.
bad side... = makes me look like a bad ass rebel... a criminal.. some random weird old and probably drunk guy came up to me and asked if i "did any time".... actually i did... i went to juvenile for 3days when i was like 16... for physical abuse.

um........

ah.. continue tomorrow...

-[Pd]-