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i find it funny and amusing when certain friends or people that come together and talk... they get into this "secret whisper" as if what they are saying strictly can not be heard by someone else....or someone will die!!!

its like, they gossip so much... that they don't even need to hear each other in order to know what the other is on about because they are so updated on the gossip that they are basically on the same page... probably on the same word..... by word....

and oh, whats with the slapping.. and pushing... and poking... gosh not like the other got distracted and looked away... they are staring at each other.. and slapping each other as they whisper.....

what is with that.

ahhaha, amusing to watch...

i always feel like the place is going to go into lock down or something with walls and bars falling from the sky.


anyways....

top half of the day was stressful.....
i dislike getting things done in cabramatta... i especially dislike the centrelink people in cabramatta... why be so snobby for... why...? why.. what is the point??!! ain't you suppose to help us?... don't think just because we came to you means you can be all bitchy and up yourself.

why is cabramatta so crowded... allllllll ttthhheeee tiiimmmeee...... (STOP FUCKING BREEDING!!!... nah im kidding lol..)
with the cars.... and the people...

why cabra.... why....

dear cabra... you frustrate me...



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um,


i need to control myself better... with everything...

my mind has a problem... it's giving me all these green go lights way too much...

i don't know what it is or how it started... but damn.. i need it to stop, at least give me a yellow light not if a red light.

whats going on.... i do this every once in a while..

where i just come to realisation that ....

i dont even know what im talking about...

nothing is coming out right....

if your close to me... i neeeeeed your help...
i need to make sense..

-[Pd]-