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i just re-installed my computer once again........
stupid people keep stuffing up my computer.. and now i have lost everything on it... my work.. my music.. my pictures.... EVERYTHING!!!
THANK YOU VERY MUCH PEOPLE!!!!
hm...... i should lock up my comp.
but whats the use... theres NOTHING left to protect!!......
blah.
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today has been officially one week since the four arguments happened.
i said hi, or sent messages... to each person....
and have gotten two replies.
fair enough....
i want to be stubborn but that is just stupid.
this is getting more and more pathetic... the longer this keeps going... the more pathetic it is.
thats all i got left to say....
i cant be the nice one anymore, i dont have the patients anymore...
what a friends for if they cant forgive and forget, little arguments.
(i know i sound harsh.. this is just a heat of a moment comment.... i love my friends... im just frustrated on waiting around for them... and the arguments are little... like i keep saying.. and they dont care enough to talk to me... i am always the one crawling to them... and im tired of crawling to anyone...
so now i dont know if i should care anymore. if u are one of the arguments i had with a week ago... why arnt u talking to me... huh? do you want me to beg? or should i just go away....tell me what u want, if u are taking that little argument this dramatically and big... strong... something must be up.. what is it... am i not nice enough to you anymore? what is it.)
(again, heat of the moment... i love you... im just freaking out coz i cant figure it out)
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um,
yay... going to a singer/song writer gig on Wednesday night.. at the "piano room" in kings cross.. if anyone wants to join.. it starts at 8pm.
free entry.
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um,
ah,
lol, do the girls that serves at food services flirt to reel customers in now?...
because now that whenever i go out to eat and girls are serving... they always seem to flirt with me... or pick me up.
especially my local McDonalds.... i have been asked for my number five times during the last month, two of which is the same girl.... two different kfc places... one from each... a subway place and a few cafes... now.. is that weird .. or is it just me.
i accidentally cut my finger with a scissor at a kfc place because the girl that was talking to me is very cute... my friend just recently bought something and we could not open it... and also we were buying food... and i asked the kfc for scissors.. and yea.. i was too busy looking and talking to her... i snipped my finger..
yes, i do become stupid around girls i take interest in.
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OH!!! my knee...... i pulled a small rock out of it yesterday.. sorta freaked me out... knowing a rock was there for abit more than a week.... lucky it did not get infected!!.... no wonder it was hurting so much....it made a hole... but i put anti-biotics in it and it healed quickly and the hole is gone....
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yes.. im going to go now....
cheers.
-[Pd]-