i went to the shops today.........................................................................................
this time i did NOT have a bitchy situation.. but a very nice one..
she was/is very cute...
i like her hair.... hm.. i wonder if its natural...
ok.. yes as u can see i have found my.... mojo?
dunno if thats what you call it..... but hey.. i found it...
thanks to that cute Blondie sales girl.
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in other news..... still havent spoken to any of the four...
in another news.... um...
oh...
uh..
ah...
huh...
suddenly i forgot how to speak?...
lol...
write.. if u wanna get technical.
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i love watching wrestling..... WWE to be exact... World's Wrestling Entertainment....
i know its fake.... but its awesome....
personal favourite wrestlers would be
male: Batista, John Cena, triple H, the undertaker, stone cold Steve Austin, the rock (the good ol times).........
females: kelly kelly, mickie james, candice michelle, michelle mcCool.
awesomeness......
i wish to know kelly kelly and batista and john cena.....
they are coming to Australia in January i think... the ultimate close up ticket (which i want) cost $350............ and the realllllly back of the room ticket is $50.....
i need to cough up $350.... soon...
OH, also my lovely girls... Tegan and Sara is coming back...in um... January also.... hope to go this time... i missed out last time.. i was so disappointed...
I Love Tegan and Sara Quin.
oh.. speaking about Tegan And Sara... they are very disappointment on the election in America because of the prop 8?... prop 8 has been passed on... which means that same-sex marriage is still banned.
Tegan protested against prop 8 and i am proud of her.. and wish to support her in America but i cant.. because i am here... in Australia... also fighting for the ban of same-sex marriage to be lifted... and for EVERYONE to have equal rights everywhere in the world... but my first step is Australia.... my attempts are failing for far but i will still stand for it... and keep on trying until it happens.... or until i die.... then im sure someone else is doing what im doing...
SUPPORT EQUAL RIGHTS AND SAME-SEX MARRIAGES!!!!!
hm...... got alil ahead of myself there.....
but yes.. please support.. everyone deserves to have equal rights for everything..... especially to be happy... to be recognised for love.... being able to marry the ones we love.
it is not the gays and lesbians that screws up the system... the straight man(people) is.
we fight for our freedom, we riot to be noticed.
we do so because of the constant ignorance and avoiding of the system, brushing us off... but the world is changing, society is changing... why cant you(people and system), why cant you change to fit society but you continue to stay within the system that works hundreds and thousands of years ago.
hm.... went alil politics there..... which i never really done before... socially before....
anyways..
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i was thinking..(wow i think? lol) and i wondered and asked myself..... why and how am i still here, alive....
i was certain and very sure that when i have pushed those four close friends away... i would be able to kill myself, because i have nothing left...
is that why i still havent spoken to them?... to drag time so i can pull the courage to kill myself? or am i being stubburn and trying to keep my ground.
hm.. whatever... i feel depress when i think too much... coz always lead to unhappy thoughts...
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hm.. yes.. im gonna leave it as that...... my thoughts trigged something bad
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