Tuesday, November 18, 2008

i miss her.

i saw her last night, we hugged, she gave a kiss on the cheek...
i told her i miss her, she told me she miss me.
she hugged me so tightly, i didn't want to let go of her, but she had to go, she had to leave.

it was great seeing her again... hugging her...hear her voice.

i miss the way she laughs, i miss her smile
i miss the way she walks too fast, for me to keep up with
i miss hearing her voice, i miss our messages
i miss the way she forces me to eat, always half of what she eats
i miss looking into her eyes then she suddenly smiles
i miss the way she always buys/drink water but steal my can of soft drink
i miss how she finds what i say funny, even when I'm sarcastic and pissed off
i miss her in a dress
i miss her in her jeans and the way she dresses, so simple but cool
i miss her long wavy hair
i miss the ways which she smells, always different perfumes but always a familiar smell, to fit her style
i miss the way she always has some sort of lollies in her handbag
i miss eating ice cream with her
i miss her driving
i miss how she always brightens my day, asking how i am or have i slept well
i miss how i always learn something new (about anything) when with her


i miss her.

i admit, i do miss her.

some days i don't know what to do to pass the time... waiting for the days which she contacts me, i admit, i do wait for her, day and night.
i get excited once she appears , but when without her i feel depressed and lonely.
i don't know what to do.

i wrote her a song, but i don't want to play it to her.
i feel lame and pathetic.


-[Pd]-