I'm not quite sure what to talk about.


something is yanking at my focus, this sudden blank feeling is taking over.

i feel blank, not depressed.... just blank..
i think it's because of my feelings not wanting to mend, because if i don't mend, how am i suppose to feel much....
but nothing exciting has been happening,

the weather has been crazy these days.. hot, hot, rain, hot, rain, cold.. hot.. etc etc..
it was really cold yesterday and the night before yesterday.. i had like a 24hour or two day cold.... and a short fever.... all within 48hours.... crazy....

anyways... this feels like a dead end post...
-[Pd]-