DO THEY LOOK FUCKING SCARY OR WHAT??!!

who wants to eat that...?

lol,

today was a relatively good day .. nothing extreme happened...

i just got to enjoy myself.

last night went to sleep with a "happy" thought...

slept for about 9 hours...

went to the not-so-long-queue banks this morning... with friendly service and a smile.

spent most of the day at the park with my niece.. playing heaps of random things... and i just love air.. lol... got to run around and not just sit around at home... thinking shit...

and got to connect with my niece a bit more, lately i have been really tensed with her.. and its not her fault , she is just being a kid... and i have issues i need to work on...( i told the kids off yesterday... Jeremy and Vivian and Dalenna?.. their cousin... for not playing with each other properly, and Vivian keeps crying and Jeremy keeps pushing her and he needs to understand that he is older and heavier so when he pushes or jumps.. its a huge force.. especially to Vivian which is like half his size and age, and then there's the mess... they are old enough to pick up after themselves, talk politely and not scream or use bitchy tone.. i hope they understood what i was saying... i may have said too much, i just want them to understand that there are easy ways... easy unselfish ways. i grew up being troubled by bitchy snobby people... so i don't want them to turn into one of them... i hope i didn't go overboard, they are lovely kids...they are just kids.. but i start to see how their personality is developing as they grow.. their parents don't exactly give them a great example of how to be. gosh i hope they still love me.. i still feel so bad from telling them off, but i can't go weak on them now or else they won't take it seriously.)

and then went to eat dinner with cooper... i had Nandos for the first time tonight... i got too overly excited... i found it expensive though, when i looked at the menu.. the price was fine.. until the food came out.. there were so less, so i reckon its expensive(lol, i sound cheap... i just like value for money... I'm not cheap).

so that was my day....

I'm trying to learn how to play "I'm yours" by The Script on guitar, by ear.... and that is taking up my time... which is good, because i won't have time to think too much.

i really should note down my tabs... i keep forgetting it, though i can pick it straight away when i play... the song has been on repeat for three days.....

i wonder how long I'm going to last..

i feel sad, because cooper is going to go overseas for about 5- 6 months...and she and i have been talking to each other everyday since we met.... either from quick calls (she knows i don't like talking on the phone), to smsing, to msn.....

i don't know how I'm going to be sane if i don't talk to somebody....or her, because i am just so use to contacting her everyday.

i told her I'm a bit upset... and she is trying to comfort me ahhaha.... saying theres always msn.. and emails... well cooper.. your inbox is going to flood with me. and shes been trying to see be as much as she can before going... hahaha... i'm such a sook.

she is leaving in 2 weeks... I'm such a sook.

anyhow...

-[Pd]-