so i asked my brother to buy me some tiny teddys... and he got me this woolworths home brand tiny bears..... because it was cheap and he was in a rush..... ok, i should appreciate that he got me anything at all!!!... but damn.. this doesn't satisfy me.

this is my normal quiet night. facebook and twitter...

and pumping loud music into my fragile ears....

it is friday night... and i am suppose to be at a few places.. and because of that.. i don't feel like going out at all. so here i am.. currently listening to a club remix of "thats not my name" and trying to go through this box of tiny bears. not teddys... but bears. that all have the same expression.... smiley. they're all happy that they are being eaten.

spent like... 5? hours around and about with mum today... i felt like i was going to explode.

oh, i tried a toffee apple for the first time today... and i was and still am heaps disappointed...

i have always wanted to try toffee apples ever since i was little... especially watching those halloween movies... and kid movies...

err... don't want another.

"day n night"........

weekend is here. most people would be happy about it, but i am not so looking forward to it.

weekends just means more kids for me to babysit, not unless i get out of the house early... but i dont have place to go... or a car to travel in, my dad also takes the high road when weekends come... because he knows the amount of noise, and mess that will be taking place... and a very moody me.

just discovered that the fray did a cover on "heartless".. i like it....

was talking to a couple of blokes..... about.. stuffs. *ahem*.. anyways..

they were saying they would like to have sex on the kitchen counter... and i just find that kinda weird, well not weird.. but.. i wouldn't want that. like come one... you make food there.. don't make babies there too... well not unless you clean the counter top really good and hard afterwards. it just nasty. i don't want to eat at your place mate, i don't.

why can't you bring it on the floor... or hey, the table is fine too... just not where you cook food.

i understand people have fetish or etc about food and sex.. but yea... for other people's sake of hygiene, please don't.

i'm thinking on maybe stop or limiting myself from girls again... i've only let myself be free for about 2 months? worth and i am in heaps of trouble already.

i just can't help myself when i know i'm allowed.

like with everything, i just can't help myself when i know I'm allowed.

if real bears eat tiny teddys or tiny bears.. is that considered cannibal?...

if there was a biscuit or snack or something that is shaped as humans and i eat that.. would i be considered cannibal? lol..

i just pigged out on so much random food that i feel sick now...

i want to do rock climbing.. or do some sort of training... go back to boxing and judo maybe...

i just need to strengthen my body up again.. been too slacked off and now my back problem is back, and my punches are rusty...

um, anywho,... I'm about running out of things to say.. not like all that is anything, just little chitchats...

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