gee, everyone was so angry today, stressed me out so much.
my mum and dad , more of my mum kept telling me off about usage of everything....
like example... she found the mobile phone bill and it was high... so she got mad at me because apparently i don't know how to control my usage, even though i pay the bills...
she and everyone else asks or tell me to call someone else and when the bill comes... no, it was all me.
..blah.
and then she starts going off about the car, payment for the car is coming soon and she's frantic about it, and i don't know why, i pay the bills.
and then she complains about me not having a proper job and is always on my computer and that is not a way of a career, she thinks i just chat to my friends and look at porn all day, no I'm just kidding...
she just thinks i chat to friends all day and not worry or take care of anything...
huni, i work, i pay bills and i put food on the table and the fridge and anywhere else that usually has food, and water... yet she thinks i do nothing.
she wants me to get a proper job, that means that my income will be reduced.
an ideal job for her, for me is from 9 to 5... or shifts.. or i don't know... something that i don't want to do... and pays less.
should i take on a 'proper job' for a while? so she could see that it ain't as great as what we gots right now?
ugh, parents.
so its early right now, like 11pm... and i'm in bed, it is way too hot so i just turned off everything besides the laptop and the fan off, hoping it might cool down a tad more..so far, it's ok.
tried going to sleep, but failed so started blogging now, i'm fairly tired though but it's just too early to sleep for me... i don't know why but i can never sleep before at least 12 midnight.
And if i pass the 'ok i am tired enough to sleep' moment.. then i am up all night because as i said, i am very energetic at night, same with eating, i can be hungry and then starving... but if i pass that 'i seriously need to eat right now' moment, then i'm not hungry anymore and won't be able to eat, even if it's being forced.
tomorrow is going to be a killer hot day, i'm going to find someone's house that has aircon and i will stay there until its ok to step outside again, i'm so serious right now...like, totally.
oh i know, my new house has aircon... hehehe so there.
or, i'll just live in an ice cream delivery truck tomorrow... that's if i can find one... that would let me, i'll probably eat all the ice cream though...any fine ladies would like to join me in this amazingly exotic fantasy?
and yes, it can be an amazingly exotic fantasy if you want it to be, i want it to be so it is. =p your on my turf now son... so whatever i say goes. (didn't even make sense, such a fail!!).
i was thinking, do you know how some people have a normal talking voice and a totally different phone talking voice?
conversationally speaking...
i find it amusing and mind-blowingly hilarious when it happens, like they would be talking to you this second with the normal talking voice of theirs and they would be on the phone in the next with the phone voice... it sounds so formal, and it can be so funny how they can change the tone so quickly... the mind is programed, what can i say.
i think i don't have the phone voice, but i think that i have a written one.
i never really noticed before, but a lot of my friends have pointed it out to me and especially from emails that i send, how i type in messenger and in emails are different of how i type on here, the blogs. they say that the blogs feel more proper, more formal.. and when on messenger and emails i sound more like myself, more casual.. and some find it uncomfortable when i type like this in an email.. and they feel as though something is wrong and am avoiding them(because i'm writing different so its not being myself).
i guess they're right, but it is still just directly from the brain to the fingertips...
maybe i do the fancy ' and " and , and . and full words is because you might not know me, so i try to express me as accurate as possible, knowing how i talk with the pauses and now thoughts, then coming back to thoughts and etc.
i'm not a very grounded person and i tend to be everywhere.
tired...laying down, sideways and typing with one hand.. errr hard and slow.
ok, and up again.
so how was your day fellow readers and bloggers?
uh oh, the batteries are running low...
better stop and send before it cuts off and i lossssssse everything i just let out..
feel the love guys, and care about each other..
OMG on that note, i forgot the mention that yesterday when shane and i were shopping, we were in cotton on in liverpool and being served.. this chick storms in all bitchy and grumpy telling off the service girl because she forgot to take them electronic tags off one of the tops and apparently the chick was beeped and searched in another clothes store...like it wasn't even a full on search!! it was just a 'please open your bag, oh thats the problem' search.
but the point was, the chick was such a bitch to the sales girl that i felt really bad for her... she was trying to hold back her tears is how bad it was...
she could have just been a tad nicer, like i know she was mad that she got a simple "please open your bag, oh thats the problem straight away, oh you have a receipt for it' search, but come on, you didn't have to crush her world for it ( you, chick... probably don't get laid. find yourself a fella, release all that energy and anger and relax a lil bit more, i'm just sayin').
anywho, feel the love, and care about each other...
